Kira

2009-03-15T16:45:00.007+08:00

Yesterday I went to east coast again. This time however I went alone. so I packed up my bag, turned on my music as I always do and I begin to cycle like nothing on nothing I had ever done before. This time I cycled and fully enjoyed my music and I broke my previous record by a huge margin at that. I reached the terminal opposite pulau tekong and It took me 1 hour 45 minuts plus a lot of sweat. Since I can now cycle free hand I brought my camera along and i could even take photos with noth hands while cycling. woohoo! yup so after that I cycled back and then I walked over to a quieter part of the beach. sat there for about 45 mins and then as thinking through many stuff including xx when the best thing happened: xx smsed me, I almost could not comprehend what had just happened! although we chatted for only about 10 mins, it had already made my day.
I guess perhaps life really is awesome if you learn to look on the bright side. yea then I met my family and we ate a scrumptious dinner together which we haven done so in a long time.

Yesterday I experienced simple pleasures but together, they made yesterday a great day!
Enjoy!

U know at that moment i was so happy,
I just could not believe it. Perhaps heaven was watching me,
and decided to cheer me up.
How I wish we could continue to chat like that. forever.

2009-03-12T20:41:00.002+08:00

Day 4

Days after what happened, I am still affected. Words cant describe how I feel. heaven isn't fair, why can it be so cruel to let something like that to happen to someone. Our world has darkened, the light taken out of it. Please please please let her be okay. I beg of you. I feel guilty. I should have ran faster, should have been more alert, should have found you faster. I could have prevented it. But i didn't.

'Please be okay.'
'I want to know. I need to know'

'Every now and then,
I ask myself,"should I ?" '

2009-03-10T20:07:00.002+08:00

DAY 3,
On the 8th of march 2009, something drastic happened in my life. My life took a deep plunge. It is something private and I do not think I should I should reveal what happened. However I am still traumatized by what happened. All the while, I always assumed stuff like this could only have existed and occur in dramas but that day I was proven wrong. It is only when one is at a loss will one feel the chilling realization that something real has happened. The scenes keep repeating. Still so vivid. Still so spine chilling. Still so heart breaking.

I want to help but I feel so helpless and saddened.
'I am sorry. I could do nothing but stand there and watch.'
'I wanted to help. I really did'

Now is the time when I really need you.
Someone to make me smile.

2009-03-07T21:08:00.008+08:00

Been mugging for a while now and I guessed it was time to take a well deserved break(well at least a short one). After HCL remedial in the auditorium today, me and wei kit went to east coast. I had actrually planned to go alone but then it struck me that being by myself would be a really sad thing. Yea so. When we reached there we were hungry. I had the urge to go eat mcdonalds but then well a thought struck me and I decided to make do with cup noodles from 7-11.

'Sometimes its the simple things that make a person happy'

Yup, so shortly after eating we rented the bikes. Up till now, the furthest I had ever travelled was the place where we had our sec 2 camp and a bit further ahead. This time my mind and heart both told me to cycle further and so I did. I n the end we managed to cycle all the way to nearly the end of the runway. At that point we stopped and I really felt quite happy that we got so far.

'When there's a will, there's a way'

After that brief moment of happiness not thinking about anything, I told myself that the fact that I had cycled so far was good enough and it was time to head back.Along the way, I even managed to master free hand cycling! Nothinng significant happens after the cycle but it rained for one.
Perhaps I thought it was a bad thing but right now I kind of think differently. The clouds were beautiful and if not for the rain, perhaps I would be seating in burger king writing this.

Now as I am heading back home, I think it is time for me to once again start and regain my enthusiasm in life. Right let's Start!

GAMBATTE!

What my friend said was true,
Perhaps he was teasing me,
But at that moment,
My heart longed so much for you to be beside me.
My heart saddened as I saw planes flew by,
like how You brush past me time and again.

2009-03-05T20:01:00.002+08:00

Today's post and all other post from now on will be different.
Not sure what words can describe what I feel now. Ms Thian told us one phrase today and I believe it to be very meaningful.
If it is not now, it is never.
Hmm, not sure how I feel about these words but I definitely feel something. Spent the past few days thinking and deep down I was truely miserable and sad. However this feelings I had inside could not be exposed for others to see because I know that even if I were to grumble even once, I would have been rejected by society and left to fend for myself.
' No Man are born better than others' I want to believe in that.Then why is it that even though I work harder and try harder than the rest, I end up faring worse when comared to others who put in much less.Really I don't know. I guess that the answer is that this worrld I live in is never fair and that the only possible solution I can think of?

Work harder.
Yes, humans are never satisfied. What god has given to us, we humans have abused it, twisted it and utterly destoyed it.As a human I am too subjected to this basic fundemantal of mankind. I have dissatisfaction. I am not satisfied with how I am treated, not satisfied with my results and most importantly, I am not satisfied with my life.

Regonition was given to me but why then even if my heart were to smile, it crys at the same time. Does gainning regonition really mean that my hardwork has paid off or does it really mean that I was always at the bottom to start with and have only just moved up to join the ranks of majority?

*SIGH. I guess my post today seems that wee bit long, so gona end it here.

My heart bled for you. Why do I lose everything dear to me?

2009-03-04T20:35:00.003+08:00

All that I worked for has come down to nothing.
Why?May I ask?
Though some happy things may have happened but they pail in comparison to the big picture.
So wat if I was given recognition, in order for the rest to know or for me to know how much a loser I was.
A failure. A loser. tats what it all boils down to doesn't it.

Right now is the time I need comfort but I am left alone all by myself.
No one is here to help me. All i just need is for you to just say hello and I will smile.

2009-03-03T05:01:00.002+08:00

I failed. Both a maths and e maths.
ran yesterday was the first time in days where i really felt relaxed. where i felt free.
hm i will think of wat to post and then come back here.

Why is life so hard for me? why despite all that i try, i fail in the end. why?
I did all i could for you, yet all i could do was to stand at a corner and look at you.
I guess i am on my one.

2009-02-27T22:28:00.004+08:00

Hey people today was the last day of prelim one. dunno wat to say becos it is the first time i finished an exam and then felt like nothin significant had just happened. it was like the burden was still there and in fact it became heavier as the end of the prelims also meant that we had less time towards our Os. right and today was the first true trainning for the sec one and i am most delighted with their performance. Great job Sec ones. keep it up!

Kay i will strive to start posting pics on the blog now becos i know blogs without pics are that little bit more dull. so here are some pics i took when i went east coast last december.

And i not going to write msgs in korean le just realised it turns out weird when you translate them.

I thought of letting go but
I reealisd how empty i will be without you.
so i will wait.

2009-02-22T20:31:00.002+08:00

LIFE IS JUST AWESOME!
Now is the time to start!

PS. will start blogging after prelim 1.

One last thing,

넌 언제나 내 마음 속에있을 것이다. 항상.
You will always be in my heart. Always.

2009-01-27T01:47:00.002+08:00

Its been a long time isn't it. Came year not to post about CNY but rather i want to say that today and yesterday was one of the happiest days i ever had. why? that i leave to you guys to guess but i want to say.

난 항상 여기 너와 함께있을 것이다.

First day of 2009

2009-01-01T15:06:00.003+08:00

Yo people today is the first day of 2009 and i am so super hyped up for this year because my life is about to take a turning point. Yesterday was perhaps one of the most memorable moment in my life becos i made a new year resolution. My resolution?------FOR MY LIFE TO CHANGE!
um yesterday i went to the count down at vivo with wei kit. at first we both tot no need ticket one so we went there only to find out that actually you need ticket to get in but the ticket is given away one and there is only a few thousand. so we were disappointed to find out along with tens of thousands of other people. without a ticket u might as well go home becos u can't see anything only hear the show. so at first we dam sian but then we tot why not we just stand there and see wat happens. tats when our luck change. suddenly the in charge told us those don't have tickets go que becos they giving out some more until no more left. and guess wat we are the lucky few that managed to get a ticket and we got in . inside the atmosphere was dam high and we could not help but feel just how lucky we were. the show was super nice and especially the countdown everyone was super high and counting down together. then BANG! we were in the year of 2009 and everyone was super happy and tats when i made my new year resolution. it was reali the first time tat i felt like i was celebrating and i will go back year after year definitely. um the photos i will post another day becos it is with wei kit but lets change the subject shall we?

Tmr is the first day of school and i guess i have a mixed bag of feelings. on one hand i am sad tat i have to go back to school and do all tat shit but on the other hand i am hyped up becos i realy want to work hard this year and make a change in my life. From this point on watever i do is for that change in my life and also for tat special someone in my life.

um yep so enough talk.

EVERYONE,

GAMBATTE!

당신을 사랑합니다 forever.

2008-12-08T14:45:00.007+08:00

Okey hello people.eh saturday had bbq and it was fun! yeps at first felt a bit out of place but soon was able to fit in due to everyone's hospitality! thx everybody! so grateful. okey the bbq was not an awesome success but everyone enjoyed it and so here are some pics!oh yea by the way the photos are not so clear becos i had to reduce the resolution of the images in order to post so mani!paiseh hoh!

yep so thats all folks.bye!

아가씨, 난 당신을 잊을 수 없어. 내가하지 않습니다.

2008-12-07T14:06:00.002+08:00

yo people eh yesterday was bbq day plus skirmish ops .um for some who are reading this post and want to see the pics pls wait until tmr becos i no time todae.so sorry. yep so i can post today but i will definitely post by tmr.yes so remember to check back hoh! haha bye!

당신이 너무 그리워요.

2008-12-04T12:20:00.002+08:00

okey people. i just came back from hong kong and it was quite fun. i went to several places including disneyland and ocean park, the peak and also victoria harbour, last but not the least i went to macau. um i want to talk a lot but seeing that there is so much things to talk about i better tlak another day and wats more is that there are so mani pics to the extent tat if i were to post it here it will take forever.so nothin to post for today but hopefully once i have sorted out the pics i will upload it and see how it goes from here.yep bye.

난 우리가했던 말다툼을보고 싶어요.

2008-11-26T23:57:00.002+08:00

hey peeps, last post before i leave tmr. um i will be going to hong kong from 28 nov to 3 dec.yea i hope i will enjoy this trip. will miss you guys.*sobs* haha no jkjk. but will take mani mani pics. befor i go though i want to say something.

여자, 당신은 내 마음에 다른 사람보다왔다. 아무도 당신을 바꿀 수있습니다.난 당신의 매일 난 그냥 당신이 알고 싶은 생각하자

당신을 사랑합니다!

2008-11-25T13:24:00.009+08:00

okey back here. um yesterday never post becos i know today not going out so better to spend time to post now to past my time. right so yesterday went to the marina barrage with wei kit and it is really nice. again took some photos and tried to learn and apply some phtogarhy tips that i learnt. yep so here you go! This time however the photos are in the right order so easier for you guys to see.

Okey after that we went to cathay to watch madagascar: escape to africa. nice movie.super funny.
Right so thats all folks will be leaving for hong kong in 2 days so will be posting for one last time tmr. sayonara!

난 당신과 함께 할 때 난 영원히 멈출 수있는 시간이 되시길.....

2008-11-23T22:08:00.007+08:00

Hey people today went to Anime festival Asia. dam nice and took a lot of photos. um went there and saw a lot of cosplay people and well also some quite cute wan also(but they not cosplay wan lah).yep so today was quite interesting and i didnt know so mani singaporeans into cosplay yeah so was quite enlightened. right enough talk, i know pics are a 1000 times morre interesting so.......
here you go! (fyi: the photos are in the reverse order so you might wan to start from the bottom first.)

the huge Gundam Exia!
she is supposed to be misa misa i think.(or not)dono.
look so mani people so crowded!

and this
hehe look at this two.
Look its jiada and gary!
Christmas decor at suntec!
Limited ed---Gundam Exia
some girl artist drawing dam nice.

the robot!
The three of them a bit freaky hoh?
Take that!
this wan too!
fav photo-looks like some kind of maid.
wow look. a goup.

The way they stare is so serious.nice
I love this photo(by luck wan)

Heres L!
okey its getting late now, yeah so talk more tmr! bye!

당신을 사랑합니다
Always.

2008-11-19T16:39:00.004+08:00

Okey um back to post le. Kind of lazy to blog becos got nothin to blog about but just here to be random. um sunday was my mom's Birthday and also the day I got my new camera. loving it. Um still testing some of its features but so far I like it. Okey lets just talk about the vietnam trip first.
well .....
First day
we took SIA to hanoi and at first when we landed there I thought that the airport was really small and it realy is. I mean there's like not even a lot of shops for us to shop. Um first thing we met our guide, i tink should be spelled---tham or smoething like that lah. not sure. paisehx. okey then we sat our coach and had our lunch which was not raly very nice but I mean wat can we expect from vietnam food. not that i mean it is bad just that we singaporeans are not really suited to their taste buds. okey then we visited a place which was like the first uni in vietnam and then we saw a prison musuem then we took over night train to sapa. The train ride was actrually surprisingly nice and comfortable and cold.

Second day
Ok first thing when we arrived in sapa was the super cold weather. I totally love sapa and everything about it there. um we first went to see some of the villages there and I tell you it is so heartening to see those people there especially those small litlle children. the way they look at you and ask you to buy the stuff is so hard to refuse. but sapa was fun and when they let us tour around sapa it was so nice and it realy felt like life was so slow and peaceful there. um The rest i post tmr. but for now lets put up some pics.
here's the camera i bought
The fujifilm finepix s2000hd.
ok and here are some pics i took with the camera

yep thats all folks bye.talk another day.

내가 당신과 사랑에 빠졌 도울 수 없어요..........

2008-11-15T21:30:00.007+08:00

Okey hey guys I am back! yes I returned to singapore from vietnam on monday and I know i never post this few days but this is becos I was tired on that day and the day after too. Also I have been working this few days so no time to post too. Yes so for the vietnam trip thingy I will be posting a full post in that tomorrow and um plus some videos too. Okey thursday and friday this week was spent working. Um on wednesday night I recieved two totally diferent news. um first I have to go hospital to see relative becos he sick. then second wan better becos Andric called me at like 10.30 at night and asked if I wanted to work with him for a job the next day early in the morning. At first I wanted to refused but he said it was only two days and we just needed to help with the technical stuff and we could earn $150! so I agreed and sadly had to cancel my appointment with gary to go see earpiece.

Thursday
Okey so I woke up early and then met Andric at j8 mrt to take to clementi. From there we had to take bus 96 to NUS cultural centre. There we met winston(our employer) and after getting our backstage pass, we were off to work. ok so let me explain what we were supposed to do. First we were there actrually to help with a musical held by the De La Salle primary school. The play was Aladdin Junior. Just like CHMA the school sells tickets to raise funds but for the needy which I feel is great. Ok so me and andric were there to help with stuff like microphones and other stuff like the lighting etc. Yep but most importantly why I love this job was becos of all those cheerful little school kids. I mean they were so happy to perform and all of them were p3 to p4. Really, after looking at them, I feel that secondary school is miserable. I mean not that the friends are bad or wat, just that last time we were as playful as them and always so happy go lucky. unlike now where studies is everything and that that kind of pure laughter and fun do not exist anymore. Right so both days were really fun and um becos we enjoyed ourselves so much and thus did some other extra stuff, Winston gave us $200! and guess wat I think I will be seeing him more often. Yep so here are some photos and pictures! enjoy!

Okey so here are some vids.

Oh yeah I am buying new camera tmr--fujifilm finepix s2000. It is a bridge camera/also called mega zoom camera that is similar to a professional DSLR camera but much cheaper. And it also records in HD quality. that means tha maybe future blog post videos are in high definition video quality.okey bye.

당신이 내 눈을 똑바로 봐, 내가 운다...

2008-11-05T20:29:00.002+08:00

Oh right guys, haven been posting this few days because of the chinese O levels but now it is finally over. um paper so so and um well, lets not talk about the O levels since it is over but rather something much important------I am going to Vietnam tomorrow! Yes thank god I get to leave this place, not that I hate it or anything, but just that um I am seriously getting bored of it here. Unfortunately, it seems that Vietnam has been affected by floods this few days and I really hope that it does not affect my trip. Okey so um actrually I dono wat to post about. except hopefully when I am done editing with the videos, i can post it here. so I hope that the trip is fun and safe and bye guys! have to wake up early tommorow.
Oh almost forgot below is the video taken on nov 4, the day before the Os and just goofing around.

나는 시간을 거슬러 그 순간에 갈 수 있고 거기에 영원히 멈출 희망.

2008-11-02T20:21:00.009+08:00

okey guys I know I yesterday never post so I making up for it now. Um yesterday was Osim cip thingy and I woke up like 5 to the worst morning ever. It was freaking raining everywhere and super heavy, not good even on a normal day much less on the day I got cip early on the morning. so change of plans, instead of meeting up with hongyu to take bus, we decided to take taxi because it is impossible to take the bus in that kind of weather and somemore if we take bus we confirm late wan. Okey so took taxi and reached east coast relatively fast but to our horror there also raining and even worse the ground now muddy le. but don care le and sign up, got the shirt and pass and started at the drinks station. the whole day past relatively quickly and quite fun lah. took shuttle bus to met then trained back to bishan. Okey enough talk here are some vids.enjoy!

Bye guys. got to go prep for chinese Os le.
안녕, 안녕!

내가 알고 당신이 원하는 내 기분이 어떤지...................

2008-10-30T20:39:00.002+08:00

Blah Blah Blah. Yep thats how I am feeling right now---super bored. Um today really did nothing, went to school thinking that there was Chinese intensive but it turned out there don't have and so I just sat there and studied on my own all the way to 11+. then I bought lunch for my sis and walked to J8 to buy pen. then when I walking back de si hou, RX called me and asked if I was there already.I duno wat he saying but I asked him and found out that we were supposed to have lessons with yu lin lao shi. But we were late and by that time she was nowhere to be found le. Actrually 2+ supposed to have geog but RX asked me if I wanted to go OCC to bowl and since I was so sian, I agreed. Went there had fun then came back.

왜 여자는 당신만이 날 웃게 한 사람과 같은 시간에 울게 만들 수있다?

Bye guys!

2008-10-29T18:45:00.007+08:00

Okey I'm back and this time much more tired. haha finally the sec 2 leadership camo has ended and well camp was fun, especially fun this time round. For the camp it self I am sure u guys will already know what happened during the camp and stuff like that and so in order not to bore you guys, I want to upload some photos first.Um I know some of you are wondering when I will be puting up those videos that I took during camp but lets just say that it will take quite a while before I finish editing the videos because I am kind of busy right now. Yep so the camp stuff you guys can just check out other blogs and in the meanwhile I will just upload some photos.

We were all buying the fighting fish for Ncc air.

Rehearsing the in-proc. and laughing at the same time.

Me(the one in yellow) and wei kit(the one in black) playing around at the hairstyler!
Yong liang cutting his hair!

Trying to balance the food boxes.

Some panoroma shots I took with my phone.dam cool.lol.

Yeah laser quest.super fun loh and I had a lot of fun to just watching and filming.

Okey guys thats all for the camp now lets talk about some other things.

Yesterday, the 28th of october was one of my happiest day too because well I went out and this time not with anybody but someone 특별. yes super uber happy and got a new gift--a black watch similar to my previous gift but this time it is black.

이제 당신이 바로 내 대한 확신한다.

Bye guys super sleepy and also need to study for chinese O levels so sayonara guys!

2008-10-23T20:55:00.002+08:00

Okey after all those moments of joy, laughter and sometimes even conflict, the day has arrived. Today is officially the last day of my sec 3 year and I am glad to say that this year has been a year os up and downs but I really did enjoy my class. In fact I love my class! I love 3-7! haha talking about the last day, today for once we did not have intensive chinese, instead we went to the science center to see an omnimax show. But even before all that we got back our report books and well miss tian spoke to mee for quite a while and even encouraged me to work hard for sec 4, soooooo to sec 4 year-----------GAMBATTE!
The omnimax show was really nice and after that was the main dish. Me,RX,yucheng,shanquan,ruijie,weikit and jack went to OCC to bowl. I filmed the whole way and hopefully I will be able to upload it as soon as possible.
Um I will be uploading a class video hopefully in the next few weeks as I have collected footage for the past two weeks so hopefully I can get it edited soon.

내가 너무 심하게 소녀 당신이 그리워요. 너무 많이, 너무 많이했다.

Bye guys.
(by the way, I won't be posting for the next few days because I am camping over for the part b's leadership camp.)

2008-10-22T23:00:00.002+08:00

Nothin to write about today except that today led some sec 2s to kCPS there and back, quite fun actually.Tmr I think is some out of school trip will be taking some photos plus videos so keep checking back tmr guys.

난 한때 당신에 대해 생각하는 여자는 절대 멈추지 않아.

Everyone has a weakness, you just happen to be mine....

See u tmr guys. I promise to make tmr's post more vivid....
그럼, 나머지는 잘 자게.

2008-10-21T22:26:00.002+08:00

Three words today: SIAN SIAN SIAN.
nothin different today, chinese intensive all the way but luckily after recess don't have le.
Stayed in store after that and left only at like 4+. Nothing to do anyway.
Today a bit siao leh some time emo sometime super high.
Sometimes even I don't understand myself.

난 당신의 매 순간, 매 시간과 일상의 생각.
내가 때도 이렇게 누군가를 좋아해 지난 시간을 했었는지 모르겠어요.
내가 만약이 반했다하거나하는지 모르겠지만
하지만이 마지막 않는 이유는 그렇게 오래? 왜?
말해주십시오. 제발?

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.....

Nite guys......

2008-10-20T22:22:00.002+08:00

Today same thing---just intensive chinese.
Left halfway for NCC and then only came back at like 5.30.
Well at least I passed the test and got the cert plus badge.

Matsuura Kazuma ♥ Nakashima Etsuko (try to guess who this two person are)

I walk down memory lane because I love running into you.....

You make me smile more than anyone else in the world......

나는 언제나 당신을 사랑한다....

2008-10-19T18:32:00.002+08:00

Ernest is thinking of someone now.
He don't wan anyone else, no matter who.
He don't wan. Sobbing.
He is afraid of being lonely...of being alone.

나는 네가 너무 심하게 여자가 알고 싶어요.
왜 그렇게 약한 거지? 왜!
미안 해요, 난 그냥 니가 행복하길 바란다......

2008-10-18T19:51:00.004+08:00

Hey guys today went to school to do a personal project of mine with Andric and Joshua. Spent the whole afternoon doing the website and also posting some stuff on it. We even played with the piano keyboard inside and it was really fun because the piano had a lot of different sounds that we put together and the end product was quite nice. Spent a ubber long time to think of a domain name for our blog and till now we still have not thought of one yet. But today was rewarding and so here are some pics.

A cute little penguin I found laying around.
He is saying hi to you guys! Say Hi!
Andric was playing some games on his macbook when he was resting. And that's me in the reflection!

There are always two sides to a coin. Never will there come a day where one will stand to gain something without having to make any sacrifice no matter how small.

Ps. I know some people out there like me prefer to look at blog with some pics because all text is a bit boring so I will try to put a few pics in every post plus vids. Hopefully.

Nothing else to write le so post another day. C u guys other day! 안녕!

난 정말 당신을 사랑....♥♥♥

2008-10-17T23:20:00.001+08:00

By the way, I am planning to create another blog but this one is for my other stuff while I will be blogging in this one for my personal stuff and other things.
Should be real soon.

2008-10-17T23:14:00.003+08:00

Yes, the wait is over. I have not fail any paper and I am not retaining this year. Thank god and I am so glad that my hard work has all paid off. So happy that I am in the hall of fame for the most improved students. After all that happy news I was totally hype up to go for Ncc. This is definitely the first time I have felt this way in a long time. I did not take part in any drill sessions but I helped to take the sec1s for PT. Really had fun. The rest of the day is a secret.

Men are selfish and many a times they do stuff without thinking for others. They show little care towards those that need it too and I guess they have very little empathy too after I watched a BBC documentary which our teacher showed us. And sometimes the decision they make bring about consequences that are extremely devastating. I have a friend that used to do things without thinking and thus offended many without his knowing. He was not serious in his studies and now he faces that cold and cruel fact that he has to be abandoned by the rest of us while we all move forward.

Right now even though I am happy that I will move forward but when I think that a friend will thus be left behind, I cannot help but feel just how real this world we are living in is. My life is crumbling and I have no ability whatsoever to stop it from falling apart. It is something personal that I cannot say. But hey, why live every day in sorrow when you can chose to live it happily, joyfully? Yes so guys cheer up because

雨后,总会有晴天.

Ernie is a sad sad boy.

He likes a special someone, but she doesn’t know.

He ♥ Her very much.

He wants her to know,

But He is scared.

He is afraid to lose her.

As a friend.

Please be happy.

That's it guys.

안녕, 안녕(FYI, that's bye bye in korean!)

2008-10-17T22:48:00.004+08:00

Hey guys, yesterday I did not post any photos so here are some photos. Enjoy! Every body busy checking scripts.
Haha,nice candid of keith(dono spell correctly anot).kunliang inside also.
Kwan Ter busy looking at his paper
Hah! Look at these two talking!joking only!
Took this when me and wei kit were eating at Bugis food junction. Hi there Wei Kit!haha

So there you go guys.
Bye. Will be posting shortly after this!

2008-10-16T22:31:00.003+08:00

Posting again for the third consecutive day. School and my life is kind of relaxed to date I guess but even though EOYs are over, we still have our Chinese O levels to prepare for. Right now the pace of my life is considerably slow but I still have much goals to achieve and I am facing major setbacks. Life is unfair and most of the time you seldom get the life that you want. Today was kind of a boring day but I received my results and fortunately I passed and I did(well at least in my opinion) quite well considering my resuts for the past few terms was less then ideal.

After that I went to ICA building to get my IC done and luckily for me, wei kit accompanied me there as he had nothing to do but I really appreciate it. Thx Wei Kit! So after getting my IC done, I felt a little bit relaxed I have to say and I think it is because I finally reached the point where I have lived on this planet for 15 years. Time sure flies. Once my IC was done we went to Bugis to walk around seeing that the both of us had nothing to do and we ate at Food Junction. I went back after that.

Yep so tommorrow will be another day of torture but I am determined to live every day happily because someone special in my heart ever once told me something which I know you huys will think is lame and dump but I guess it means a lot to me.

Smile, don't frown.
Even when you are sad and down.

With that I end off today's post but live your life happily guys because you will never get another chance to.

Sayonara.

2008-10-15T19:33:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, received results today and I can tell you now that they are not
great in fact far worse than that. Quite a tense day but also a very
tiring day today because we were in the auditorium for almost the
whole day and well it was really boring to say the least. I sure hope
that they could have at least gave us a few longer breaks in between and
not just ONE short break where we just stood up and stretched ourselves.
Yep as for the results I do not want to say so much but if you really must
ask, I did not perform to what I had hoped for and because of that, I am
very disappointed in myself. But never mind, at least I knew I had tried
my best and I have no regrets.

Girl.
I tried so hard but I still can’t forget you.
I hope you will know how I feel.
I want you to know. So badly.
But I lack courage.
I am SORRY.

2008-10-14T22:44:00.002+08:00

Back once again to post. Nothing much to post today but yesterday went to Samuel's house and played for a while and saw some youtube videos.Had fun--Thx sam!

U know in life u often do not really get the chance to do something that you really enjoy and that just goes to show that life is always unfair. I learnt much today and I felt that today was really a rewarding day. When you are isolated from the majority, sometimes you do really get to see thing from a different angle and you really learn a lot more that way.well that's just my opinion.

Just today I did an Chinese essay about more and more teens now are into blogging and it asked if I agreed a not. And yes obviously I said yes. Then I have to explain why i thought that way and I guess part of the reason was really because most of us are into it and if you are not. you would seem kind of isolated but for me personally, i guess it is the fact that I can express myself much more freely here then in reality as I am not bounded by physical walls around me.

Wah sian I talked until like dam emo and weird hoh? Never mind I shall stop here and post tomorrow. Bye.

2008-10-08T20:57:00.002+08:00

Hey guys i know it has been a long time since i last posted but hey it is the end of the End Of Years exams and I am super relief that it has finally ended. Thank God. Okey so papers were ok lah some hard some easy but should be ok bah?( I hope). So what am I going to do now leh? I am going to play very hard and do a lot of crazy shit that I dont usually get to do wan.Monday very special day for me because it is my --------.Never really got any special way to go celebrate but I did get a pair of Levis Shoes for myself. Really love it. Black and red laces and simple design. Just wanted some casual stuff.Okey enough about that. Friday is script check and I really dreading for that day but never mind(must have confidence)yep so i dono wat else to write about but I will be posting more often now seeing that exams are over and I will be more free from now on.
Bye guys.
Peace.

2008-09-08T22:17:00.002+08:00

Okey lets start with thursday

Thursday
my memory failing me le. cannot really remember wat happen.went to play batminton wit wes, keirea, alex,Ds and edi a.ka.a God. really fun and enjoyed it.nothin much other then that.

Friday
friday was a really sian and high day for me. at first wake up like 8 to get ready to go to school to collect higher chinese paper result and go through the answers.overall i did really badly and was dam sian. but dam high because at 12, me and fergus going with Mr tan P.H to NTU, simtech to see how diferent F1 components are manufactured. yes! i dono how long I have been waiting for a chance like this le. so when we first arrived there, inside this air-con room already got other school inside le. First thing go in mark attendence. then we got our tags.wah feel dam honoured.they also give us a little cute simtech water bottle.
So cindy(our guide u can say) went up and introduced simtech to us.then she welcomed dunno san, a japansese sir about 60 years old to introduced to us about all things F1.I later found out that he comes from the board of directors of Toyota! how cool is that. his english a bit hard to understand but it was fun. then after that, cindy lead us around the facilities to see the different machines and tools that they use to manuafacture the components. Surprisingly there are many ways to make a components and just to name a few, we learnt lke nano powder forming and like cold forging and cindy's dept: rotary forging.

After the tour we went back and had a short tea break where there was curry puffs and expensive fruit juice. Then we started to make our very own Paper F1 aero car.spend like 2 hors to make it and though it seemed easy, it is not.but we managed to make it and it could really move.dam cute.okey so after that we got our certs and it was something like a mini prize presentation. real nice especially shaing hands with a toyota board of directors member.yeah so after that we bid our goodbyes and then took 199 out of NTU to boon lay mrt with furgus and then trained to grandma's house then the rest is just mono.

Saturday
not much happen but as usual went to bishan library to mug with wesly.so routine to the extend that i dono wat to write about.um but after that i had dinner with family at amk.

Sunday
Same thing but the thing that is diferent is that this time got one cute girl sit at our table with us for like 2 hours and i think beside her that one is her mom although wes say is her maid.me and wes think that she most likely sec 2 because we kind of took a look at wat she was doing.i guess the rest of the day is just the same thing and the whole time i was trying my best to stay awake by eating sour sweet and it works.

Today
maths peroid learnt about how to prove some stuff and then pe suei suei kana got for ankle sock even though i made sure i pull up dam high already.after that got geog and hist which we learnt about japan.then after recess go audi for higher chinese and it really sucked.super borrinnnnng!physics followed and yeah! we finished the sec 3 syllubus(dono how to spell)go through some tips for SPA test tmr and then after school went for study group which is sadly in humans room todae.went home, continue to mug and then here i am blogging.
dam tired le.go sleep....end here.

2008-09-03T15:36:00.003+08:00

last friday was cher day.yeah.first of all i don't get why teacher day must have lesson wan? dam dumb lah spil mood le especially the first two lesson is e maths and a maths.WTF! then had a one hour long recess and then had assembly.program sucked ike shit but wc perforfamance in the beginning was dam zhai.he play violin until dam nice. after that was games where the teacher participated. mr thomas was best and his actions was dam funny.then collected report books and i chiong first to primary school to see some old friends and having great time but i had to rush off because me ,rx ,edi and ds celebrating wes's b-day. we first went to j8 to get cake and on the way Edi kept talking about how godly he was.haha dam funny. then met up with desheng and then bused to thomson to eat chicken rice.dam nice and then we had cake too. after that went back le.

Saturday turned out to be one of the worst day of my life. we had maths remedial so whole class came.who knows someone either stole my ipod touch or played a huge prank on me.I f***ing could not find my ipod so after like one hour of looking here and there,reporting to teacher and just dying anxiousness, i decided to make police report. haha who knows half an hour after making the report and letting a lot of people know, my ipod suddenly appeared out of the blue in the toilet.( if you are the guy who did this pls own up.i just want to know why u did it?nothin else) then played basketball with kun, dawn, ds, dk ,hy and foo.but half way through he left to go get pizza.yum had pizza and then about 4, left.

Tuesday.played badminton with rx.
had lunch with him at coffeeshop at j8 then went over to bishan sports complex to play.haha too my delight an entire group of guang yang students were there too. at first see a few chio bu but continued to play ourselfs.haha then we dam lucky, got two guys came over and asked if they could share courts with us. after that we started to play 2 v 2 with them and pretty soon we were playing with the rest too. got their contacts too.yay social network widened once again!

Tmr will be playing batminton once again with rx,wes,edi,chekwei and ds if i am not wrong.Got to go mug now.still have not finish hw.sayonara.

Ello

2008-08-27T18:49:00.002+08:00

Okey, it is time for me to blog again.It has seriously been a long time since i last posted(almost one month ago).um nothing much has happen this period that I have not posted.I am seriously beginning to hate the f***ing mono school life now. everyday only study this study that.worst of all we have teachers like ZXM. most of you should know what I mean. Pls i mean come on, she cannot f***ing teach a all.whole day only know how to scold and scream at us.
this few weeks has been a total bore.dam sian of mugging le(even though my mug is dam slack wan)
MR finish le but still got so much homework and test.tmr still got hcl test paper 2.no need to study but I wan to sleep early so sayonara.......................post tmr.

MR week

2008-07-29T19:24:00.003+08:00

yes the most sian week of the whole term is here.yesterday paper was english and ok lah i guess.the day was not very exciting i guess.nothin special.um today was chinese and it was ok lah except for a few questions.after that we had english and mr mac played lord of the flies for us.superrrrr oldddd movie.but ok lah not bad but no surprise because we already know the story.shame.then it was physics. take during physics wan.yeah tail finally disperse but now have to cut beacuse of hair check.Noooooo!!!!!!!
ML went through revision with us and gave us some hints.haha the look on his face dam funny when he say:" i repeat ah, this question mportant" like so obvious loh. after recess was spa and di yi chi we did light spa.ok lah but was like scolded by ML for doing this wrong,doing that wrong.super sia suay.after that is ss and TWE just went through some stuff then conclude for us.go air store to study and Weikit and bryan was there and we were like all trying to mug me mugging ss
but very hard because Bryan using his fm transmitter to play music.then benedict came in and haha I even got to know some bu nen suo de mi mi from asm.haha.after go buy babo tea haha. north south east west.
but i never and then i go back mug le...still mugging now.tmr is physics and ss so just hoping for the best.

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2008-07-27T20:35:00.002+08:00

dam sian today.went to library at 9.55am to camp outside library.saw wesly and he was also dam sian look.haha funny thing was that my mom and sis was also in front of us and kept like looking back at me.super ganga.then zunzun at 10am they open the door and all of us chiong in.wesly took the lift and i took the stairs.haha erverybody was like chionging up loh.dam drama.
yes i reached fouth floor and chop the table even faster then wesly.then we all in the mood to study le so very quickly we start to mug le. not long later wencan came.followed by mengxuan.i study a-maths for most of the morning.very happy with myself because i managed to learn more of a-maths in the library then in class.lolz.at like 1+ me and wesly a bit hungly hungly so we go out to makan. we went to j8 de basement level and bought the shilin xxl crispy chicken.nice but a bit spicy.go food court buy drink and then go popular to buy guide book for mengxuan.11.90 wo.okey then go back and mug chem.at 3 we start on the chinese compo and wencan was like our saviour and guided us through the whole thing.hope get dam good score for it.okey then i left with my mom and sis and brought some guide books for myself.mugger right?haha.so after that had dinner and then the rest is bu nen suo de mi mi.sayonara!

haiz

2008-07-26T22:44:00.002+08:00

Haiz, do no wat to do or write. sian i want to slack but i know that i have to mug.okey lets talk about today.hm reached school at like 8.50am?yeah go there so early because got chinese remedial.but hoh i going to library to mug with wesly and wencan so must leave at like 9.45 because need to chop sit.haha then funny that remedial start at 9.30 so we sit down, butt haven warm then go le.dam funny beacuse we were like chionging to study.i tink first time in my life.but shit chiog so much but still never made it for a sit and so stuck with the glass thing.sit down then started to mug.sian spirit dented le because not comfortable position.nvm so we continue loh.so i start with english and copy ike the format for the situational from wesly because he got.after that i start wat i have been dreading for like a week-----A Maths.so i started and thx to fridays 30 minute remedial with miss chow i mostly got the concepts but never practice enough so i did quite a lot.but wtf i got some wrong beacuse of calculation error.about 1.30 we dam sian already so we left and had lunch. went to nearby coffeshop to eat.i ate nasi lemak.okey then go see batman.not bad and i dam peifu joker's acting. super zai...love it.okey then i go home eat dinner.xf called and asked me want to go out a not so i say can lol.go vivo walk around but a bit only just chatted for a while then sent her home and here i am in office typing.sayonara.........................

Pulling up my socks

2008-07-25T23:47:00.003+08:00

Yep. Thats right u heard me. I am pulling up my socks from now on. I don't mean literally. I am going to mug dam hiong from now on.I a bit sian of seeing others dam zhai in their studies and so from now on must chiong already.Okey thats enough talk about studies for now.Um today came school a tit earlier bacause i requested to have a-maths remedial but unfortunately i look for miss chow in the wrong place and so wasted my time coming early.about the whole day was typical nothin special. had extended recess though but did not go---no mood.then after double chem i go for a-maths remedial then go training.dam sian stay in store with sheng kai and kenneth until like 5.WTF----superrrrrr borrinnn but no choice csm say must ''man'' store because of recent theft cases.sian tired le.Zai Jian!

22 July

2008-07-22T21:35:00.001+08:00

I miss you.Please come back to me.Don't go.

21 july

2008-07-21T20:33:00.000+08:00

Ok i know i know. I very long never post le so i decide to change blog and start afresh.
Today come to school first thing see SKY having hist lesson. wtf i forgot about it. nvm dam sian so i pay the 2 buck i owe then i go back to my sit le. dam pissed because now both monday and tuesday morning cannot sleep. morning assembly in hall so everybody took even longer to settle down. talked some ne stuff then send back to class le. Not much happen in the day. um but during recess bryan asked me if i was going to jr's fathers wake and i was like dam bloody shocked. fuck why so sudden want? but i never go. i feeling dam emo now because i miss soooo many chances on saturday but i did not grab it. nvm i not so despo.lolz.okey i end here for today. tmr then post longer.